Yes it's all my fault. ALL MY FAULT.
And so what?
What can I do now?
I don't feel like saying any words or making any apology.

Why didn't he reply my massages till now?
Whenever I'm sad, I just hope he's there for me.
And most of the time, he did.
In deep of my heart, he's my best friend. And more than a friend.
These days...His massages still keep me smile...And let my sorrows away...
He's there...He let me know he's there...and that's enough...

Sometimes I really feel hopeless...
I feel that I'm useless...I just can't figure all the things out.
I can't get on well with my science subjects. I've tried. But I just can't put my heart into them.
I haven't tried my best. I just can't control myself sometimes.
And what about my future? I can see nothing about it.
Days are passing fast. Days just passed. And I'm having the same day same week same years over and over again. Sometimes I'm really tired of this.
Maybe life should be more exciting...
Maybe I should be more brilliant like some other kids...
But no. Those just still haven't happeded to me. Not yet. My life is like a cup of water.
No ups and downs. I'm just struggling. Laughing and crying for those ordinary things. With some silly dreams.

Listening to my favourite songs.
Tears are dry now.
My head began to ache.
I want to say nothing.
And don't want to begin my homework.
I want no one to be here now.

I need to be silent, for the world's too loud.
Sometimes I just don't know what to do.
Sometimes I just want to do nothing.
Set me free.
Set me free, please.
I don't belong to anywhere, sometimes.

Who am I?
Why am I here?
Why am I me?
What have I done?
What will I do?