It keeps raining.
All day long.
But my heart is dry.

Chan got married.
She smiled so brightly in those photos.
I haven't seen her for 2 years. It's a long time.
She has changed, sure. But what has changed?
Her puerility? Or her pessimism?
I don't know.
I only know that she's happy right now.
That's enough.
I feel something blissful inside.

Finally. Finally.

Dear Chan. I hope you'll keep this smile on your face forever.
I'll be there for you. Always. As you do.

It's so great to be an angel.
It's free to be an angel.
An angel will never leave.

I keep thinking about my future all these days.
But I still don't know what to do.
Words are nothing without action.
But I don't know what to do.
I still don't have enough determination and courage to fight for my goal.
Sometimes I think it's a waste of time for us to learn so many things.
But we just keep doing this.
The policy askes us to do so.

Dammit.