I'm really tired.
Maybe I just don't belong there. But I have to belong there.
I'm not that unhappy...But sometimes I just feel like that... I escaped from a fault and go into another fault...I'm just a upset kid...Always feeling lonely...

I tell myself to hold on, as I always do.
I know, I just can't run away from life.

My new friends are good. But I just can't feel so close like my old friends. This will change by time. I hope so.

I went back to ES last Friday with my friends. I had got too much to say.
I miss them so much, I love them so much.
We just can't go back now. But you guys will always be in my heart.

And today we went out to eat together. We spent really a nice time.
It rained heavily...And that stopped us from going home so early. So we went on wandering through the shopping center...We took a lot of photos and had so much fun.

Summer has exactly gone. I love this summer. Though there were so many pities.
Friends are forever.
Though... You didn't be with me as I imagined before...
You're as nice as before. You're still deep in my heart.
I won't ask for too much. You're there, that's enough. To think of you, and I'll feel like you're encouraging me.
I decide...Never forget this feeling...and no more confusions...I just want to keep this feeling quietly.
I don't know if it's love...You just become someone I can hold on to...

I want us to be together. Forever.