When I was a little girl, I didn't know the weight of dreams at all. Dreams are only the flickers. When gradually I grow up, I understand more and more things. I'm afriad of picking up my dreams. I'm afraid of starting a dream. Because I'm afraid of giving up. I'm afraid of the empty result. Dreams are getting to mean a lot of things, are getting complicated.

It seems that I held on my dreams tighter when I was a kid.

Why can't I hold on any more?

In fact many people beside you always stop your dreams. Anything can stop your dreams. Some people give up with the excuses of no time.

But when you really wanna fulfil your dreams, it's always too hard to find an excuse to give up.

We just don't have enough resolution, we just don't have enough courage.

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I've just finished my first week of the new term. Finally.

It was not that bad. Time passes fast.

Suddenly the dreams run away from me. Suddenly the bright future becomes boring.

When people ask me, what are you going to do when you grow up?

I'm just numb and wordless.

The past and the future all go away. I'm too tired to think about them.

I just want to think about today.

The world always gives us too much, but never think about that if we can shoulder.

I'm tired. I'm desperate. Dreams are getting heavier.

Keep smiling, Starry. Smile to all these things. To face them bravely.

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I don't know what's my feeling about LT at all. I don't love him. Well but there's still some other feelings, I just don't know. And I don't wanna think about him any more.

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I'm climbing a mountain all my life. I'm struggling to climb the mountain. I don't know if I am working hard to see the sky clearly?

But maybe when finally I'm on the top of the mountain, I'll find out that the sky is still so far away from me.

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Keep on running, Starry! Just run like Lola.

And you, please be happy...