Dorsa is back! I'm so glad. She's back from her mother country Iran. I remember some days ago I thought she was far away from me. Now we're together again!

But Pang has disappeared for a few days. There was some problems with his e-mail box.

Rizki is the closest friend to me right now. His smiles, his words are the nearest. I feel that he's closer than ever before.

"I promise that I'll thank every wishing star that ever shined for bringing your closeness and understanding to me."

"We'll do whatever it take, and together we'll chase away the clouds and keep the sun shining in our lives."

"I'll never take the beauty of our friendship for granted, and I'll never stop trying to tell you how much you mean to me."

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It was really a BIG surprise!!

Yesterday afternoon I decided to learn skateboard with Water. But it rained, so we went shopping together. Finally the rain stopped. We went to the place she lived.

After dinner in Mcdonald's, the sky turned dark. I decided to live in her home because it was too late for a girl to come home alone.

She took me to the basketball playgroud. She let me practise playing skateboard myself, and she suddenly disappeared.

Then she back with his boyfriend!

He's tall. We've talked on the phone and chatted on the internet, but he's different from what I imagined. Maybe better. We simply introduced with a few words. They looked really pally, they kissed and kissed.

Well I just stood there, and suddenly...He came here, just in front of me! Water surprisedly shouted out, but he seemed to see me there, so he turned away. Because he had said that, if I don't wanna meet him, he'll just stay away, he'll just buy me something to drink. But Water happily brought him back.

Well then...

Water and his boyfriend quickly disappeared. Only me and him there. Little Tomorrow asked me to sit beside him. Well after a little time I sat beside him. We talked just a few words. Then he asked if I would like to drink something.

Then we went together to a super market. As we went out of the playgroud, I heard Water's giggle.

He asked me not to see his face. I asked him not to see my face too. But both of us broke the rule.

We walked together, finally we arrived.

He asked me what I wanted to drink. I said everything just he liked. Then he picked 2 tins of carbonated drinks. He went to pay. And I came out to wait in front of the door.

Then we sat there again... Well I'm wordless to the people that are not close to me...

I don't know what was my feeling. He's cute anyway.

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Little Tomorrow asked me a question in the dark: Who's your best friend?

"Er... I haven't got one."

"I mean, the friend that is the closest to you. Not a friend that you want the most."

"No one."

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Well maybe my best friends are the farthest friends from me. They're from the internet, we won't see each other. They're from all over the world. They're not near me so that I can tell my troubles. I don't know why, I just like that.

And, my best friend is my blog. I write it here, then remember. Why should I keep a diary? I just don't want years wash my beautiful memories away. What I have done is valuable. I just can live for one time, I don't have another choice for another life. So everyday is so important to me.

Have a day happily, or have a day sadly. It's also living, why not be happier?

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When I find something is impossible, I don't even try to do it. When I find it's positive, I'll try to make it perfect.

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Simple Plan and Good Charlotte's new albums will be released on October!

Good Charlotte said they've grown up, they'll change their style. Not the punk for teenagers.

That'll be sad. There's always a limit between kids and adults.

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I kept running every night. I enjoy running againest the wind. I enjoy moving on fast.

I ran with tears 3 nights ago. I was a loser kid, at that time I thought. I just ran. I hoped it was endless. My tears seemed to be restless. I felt really terrible.

I ran for a long time. I was so tired so I stopped. My tears became sweats. I felt better. No matter what happens, life just go on. It's stupid to fall back so easily.

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I care too much about what the others say. That sometimes stops me from making my style.

Tomorrow is the chocolate in the box... And Little Tomorrow, are you the chocolate I'm gonna taste? ^0^