Most of the time, tomorrow is a beautiful word. Full of hope. Full of surprise.

But sometimes tomorrow makes me scared.

I'm living in today. I can never forget about tomorrow. I cannot do a lot of things because I can't destroy my tomorrow. I don't know if tomorrow I'm happy.

If today I'm with him, then tomorrow I'll miss him.

I can't fall. Is there someone who are able to make me forget about tomorrow?

Can I just enjoy today?

Tomorrow I'm going back to school. It's the last year of my junior-high life. It'll be a hard time.

I hate it. It makes us tired and bored.

But I have to face it.

So I should give up something, I should forget something.

I don't know if I still have time to write to my e-friends. They are always with me when I lost my way. I can tell them everything. I like distance.

I really don't wanna forget LT.

He began to be close to me again. Yesterday we talked like on that Sunday. I felt so cheerful.

I wanted to forget about him 2 days ago just because he seemed to stand off me. Because I care about him. I felt disappointed.

I want to talk to him.

I want to be with him.

And yesterday evening, he said he would teach me to play basketball again.

But I don't know if we can meet again.

I'll telephone him on his birthday.

He's good at long jump! And he got No.1. I'm good at sprint. He's the rabbit, and I'm the horse! ^0^

Should I say good-bye? Or just leave quietly? Or still be in the hazy relationship?

I really want to forget, but I just cannot.

Nobody has given me the reason to be strong. But I must be strong for myself. Maybe we'd better never meet. We can just talk on the internet.

Don't give me the reasons to be strong any more. I'm so tired.

Can I just do what I want without thinking about tomorrow?

Can I?