Half a term has nearly passed. How time flies. I've already been a member of No.6 Middle School, though I still feel a little bit yearning for my old school and old friends.
I can't excape from what I've chosen.
I did so bad at my science tests. I'm upset but I don't know what to do. I'm working hard at these subjucts, but I just can't figure them out at all. Maybe I just haven't put my heart into it. I don't like science. It made me feel hopeless sometimes.
What I chase won't set me free.

I begin to think about my future. I'm not the dreamy girl like I used to be. I've become more close to the reality. It's sad, I'm just forced to become like this. I have to think about the college, and what I'll do after college. I'm ordinary, I don't know if I can be who I WANNA be, but not who I CAN be. I don't know if I can be great.
Sometimes I just can't do the things I want.

I'm trying to enjoy all the beautiful things around me, just like Anne, the girl in my favourite book. And most of the time, I do. I try to put sunshine into my heart, and let smiles cover my face. But that's not enough.
I still have a long way to go. To reach my goal.

To be with them is really happy.
And I hope we'll always be together.
But...Gua is gonna leave.
And everyone is gonna leave at last.

I hope I can get over all of these unhappy things.
I know I can.