I have to write something. I know I've been lazy, because I'm working on my another blog.

I know I'm a willful child.
But sometimes I don't mean to do that.
It's new year now. I'll switch my mood and grow up.

I won't believe in LT any more. He promised me that he'll give me a birthday present. He'll bring me the present when we went to meet Endless together.

But he didn't. Cause he didn't even go to see Endless.
It's okay. I'm not that angry and not that disappointed this time.
I've fed up. And so I won't care about you and your words any more.
Those days can never come back. We used to be with each other happily.
I used to trust you and like you a lot.
And you always gave me a lot of encouragement.
Like the person I want.
An elder brother. Do you know that?
You just don't understand. And you'll never know that now.
I feel that we're not in the same world.

The rabbit which can fly had disappeared.
Because the rabbit didn't know that I was waiting for him.

Maybe forget someone is not that difficult.
Maybe you just don't really want to forget someone.
When the distance becomes farther and farther, suddenly you see those warm memories, you'll feel very very sad.
I'm so sad. The reason is the difference between memory and reality.
It was used to be a happy thing to think about...you.
It's just a history now.

I've seen Endless. He was kind.
I'm so happy to meet them. Although LT didn't come.
We ate a dish of ice-cream with three cream-balls.
When the wind blew strongly he would ask me to stand behind him.
LT used be so kind to me too.

I hate "used to".
Lay down. Set off. Then forget.
Can I?
It's hard but I'll try.

New term is gonna begin next week.
I have to work hard, cause I really want to leave that school!
Just do it, girl!!