I criticized him. Finally I did that. Finally I told him about what I was angry about.
He asked, so, you've outguessed me?
Guess what I said! ...
Last week we didn't talk to each other. I don't know if he is angry. I don't think I'm wrong. But I don't want us to become like this. Cold and far.
So what can I do.
I think he should say sorry to me. Or...I do?
But till now I haven't seen him.
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I can live well without being friends with him. But still I'm somewhat caring about him.
So how can I forget.
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The last summer, who I will to be with, and where to stay?
The last summer, maybe we'll stay. Maybe we'll leave each other. We'll be apart. I love our class.
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I don't know when, our distance became so far.
I just hope, we're still close friends.
I'm expecting your sorry. Just a sorry. Don't neglect me.
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I should learn to face the changes, no fear.
I should learn to change myself after changes, no tears.
Go ahead, girl.
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In fact I'm really very lucky. I've got enough to make myself happy.
Everything. Everyone. We're together.

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Finally I bought Ocean Avenue!
When I listen to Ryan's bright clear voice, I feel sun shines through my heart. I love him so much.
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We talk to each other again. Only a few words.
Should I be glad?
Can we go back like before? Like close friends?