I don't feel like staying any longer. Every minute I just can feel frustrated. I always feel like crying.
I want to go to nowhere. I want to think about nothing.
I feel so weak.
Lost and broken.
I feel like giving up.
Still I cannot be like you, Toru. I still need time to learn to smile to the frustrations.

Dear Kyo, maybe both of us, are wilful children.
We're looking for our happiness.
Where is your happiness?

You've seen it.
But you cannot forget your scars.
One day, everything'll be a tender memory.

I hope you'll find your happiness, like the way I hope for myself.
I'm afraid to face those scars that hurt me so much, too.
Dear Kyo, we're both escaping.
But we cannot escape any more.
Mabe we should be brave. All we need, is just a little time, to learn to be strong, learn to forgive.
We're still so unware of the world. We still haven't lost our innocent thoughts...
But I'm growing up. My heart is growing old. Tears make me feel old.
Tears are the strange signs of growing old.

Kyo sits on the roof. The sky is big and clear. The beautiful afterglow covers the hill. Toru is smiling.
Kyo is smiling. How happy.
Let's stay together, always.
There's no memory it's ok to forget.

I don't want to explain, so I negelect it.

I haven't updated my website for really a long time. At that time I had so much power and spirit to fulfill my dreams.
But now I'm so tired. And I have no time to do that.

The wind blew through my hair. Suddenly I realized that how random my form was.
Maybe I shouldn't care about so many things.

Before 12 o'clock at night, suddenly a kind of amazing feeling covered my body.
I'm feeling hopes.
Everything'll be fine, even now they're all messed up.

Dad, don't think that all the things you say are right.
You just don't know what I'm doing.
The way you want to force me, just make me wanna betray.
You don't understand everything at all. Right now I hate you Dad. You make me feel like losing everything. All my spirits have been swept away after your words.
You never see anything I've done. How could you say that to me?!
I've only begun to got hopes again, you just brought me down.

I'm still that helpless girl. I'm alone, and I'm lonely.