I'm positively somewhere, I'm absolutely right now.Here inside of me, I'm who I wanna be, it's a beautiful day...
Really? Well switch your mood now...Sing with me!
Lots of friends say that I'm like a sk8er girl, cause I look cool.
Yeah I like to hear that. Sometimes I just wanna act like somebody else. To be cool. But most people don't know the real me. The inside me, is a girly girl. I'm just...not that cool. I wanna cry, I just don't let the tears out. I'm emotional. Sometimes I am just too shy to shine myslef to the world.
All of us are some drowning fish in the water. Fish knows it is surrounded by net. It is struggling still in the deep blue water, for all its life.
I'm too tired. I just wanna be a passenger of the world. I don't wanna be part of the complicated movie. I wanna be free, doing whatever I want . Our classteacher just shout to us all the time. All she has done just can make us hate her more. She just compel us to yield all she says. She thinks all her ideas are right! We just hate her!
I'm just a kid! Why do I have to face so many things? It seems that I'm forced to control another life. Will we be like Passenger Pigeons, dead and gone forever? That's too weird. But why not? We're dying, I mean, the inner spirit, the fire.
It's me againest the world, and the world's winning.
This Thursday is mom's birthday. Too many things have blocked my eyes, but luckily I didn't forget. Early morning, when I smelled the fresh air, I suddenly remembered, it was dear mom's birthday. I phoned her, mom wasn't too surprised when she heard the "Happy Birthday". But she was very very happy, I could feel it. I strangely wanted to cry when I heard mom said "Thank you". The little blessing brought both of us happiness. Love is as big and as little as a hug. Love is not a big big thing, but a great great thing. I've never forgotten my parents' birthday, as they've never forgotten my birthday. For 14 years, we have never forgotten, we belong to each other. Even we quarrel, it seems so stupid when we suddenly wake up to the love.
And mom said happy Children's Day. Am I still a kid? I hope so. I'm just 14, I'm still confused and need someone to help me.
Dad sometimes gives me some empty promise. That makes me much more disappointed. The promises give me so much expecting, but at last it just end with a "later". He promised me for a holiday to Australia 3 years ago. I had wondered it for a long time, but at last it was nothing.
Study pressure has hiden my talents. No more stages for my shining talents to show. We just live in a narrow limit, study all the time! Don't wanna grow up, I wanna get out, HEY, take me away!
Do you think that I will cry on the phone? Do you think that it feels like being alone? Wish cast into the sky, I'm moving on, sweet beginnings do arise. Swing, Swing, Swing from the tangles of my heart.
The sun is shining down and
There is no one else around now.
Wish you were here to hear me say,
This is gonna be my greatest day!
I love Haibara Ai, this mysterious little girl is just plain mysterious and quiet. Does she love Conan? She's just a sad girl, living in danger all the days. She's not so brave as she looks, she's mot emotionless. Maybe she's just waiting for someone. And, Conan, will that be you? I hope so, I really really hope so. She needs love. She's lonely...
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