Mia finally found her happiness!!

What about me?

I think my character is a bit like Mia. I'm afraid to see the others

hurt. I'm always too shy to tell my feelings. I love someone but I

don't know if he likes me.

But, I'm not a princess.

And I don't know if I'll be like Mia, to get hold of the boy I love.

Somehow sometimes somewhere I'm pretending.

Pretend that I don't care.

Pretend that I don't love.

Pretend that I don't want.

Why? Why do I often wanna cry without a reason?

Why can't I say what I wanna say to him?

Why do I go on daydreaming even I know it's impossible?

Why don't I have a reason to escape?

Why don't I believe in the reasons I give to myself?

Why do I have so many whys?

Finally I have enough courage to give a call to him.

Today there was a serious traffic jam on my way home from physics class. It rained terribly. Thunder rocked my ears.

I sat on the seat alone. The sky was grey. Raindrops kept coming into the window. A little bored.

Then I took out my cell phone, I wanted to call him.

I was so irresolute. And a little afraid. If he wasn't there, if he didn't wanna speak...

Well after a long time, really a long time, I decided to call.

Click...

His mom's voice!! Well then she said he was there.

His lazy voice(always)...

I asked if he knew who I was. He laughed and said sure!

^0^

Then we talked... both of us were not good at talking... We just talked funnily as usual. At last he asked if I would get online today. Of course, I said. Then he said his mom was calling him to eat dinner.

Goodbye.

^0^ ^0^ ^0^

Although most people think that today is an unlucky day, but I always think it's wonderful~~~

Maybe I'm wrong to meet him.

I'm afraid to miss him. Why can't I stop thinking about him?

Maybe this isn't love.

Just maybe.

I hope to forget him.

Just hope.

He's special, very special. So special.

We'll meet again this Friday. He'll go back to school. And next term I'll stay in school for 6 days a week.

We'll forget each other. Even I still wonder, but we must be apart.

Why am I becoming so emotional?

When I heard Where Is The Love one day, suddenly I began to cry!

When I watched Good Charlotte's MV Hold On I cried too!

Sometimes I think I'm really a fool. How can I leave my tears out of my eyes so easily!

Always cry alone. I leave my strong surface to the people.

I'm so afraid. I'm so lost.

I love peace.