The leaf, is the wing that cannot fly. Her destiny, is in the wind's hand.

The leaf, cannot use her power to fly. Her destiny is controled by the others. Her life, up and down. Since she fell from the tree, she died away. She lost the color of life. She even had no tears to cry.

The leaf, at last she had no power to dream. Maybe, since her life began, her destiny was unchangeable. Fall to the ground, year after year. Oblivious.

I'm not the leaf. I can control my destiny.

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Loneness, is the whoopee of fussy dreams.

Whoopee, is the loneness of a group of fussy people.

But I prefer to be alone. Let the loneness consort with loneness.

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I think, I'm a prudential girl on love. I don't let myself fall easily. Although I often impressibly think that I'm in love with someone or someone loves me, but that's just like daydreams. No beginning. Maybe, I'm just a girl like this, reassuring.

But Water is very different from me. She looks a bit naive. But she dares to do the things more than you think. She's falling in love again. A few months agao, she was irresolute and confused. She didn't know if she should be with him. I was sure her answer. Then she did, she became his girlfriend at the end of this term.

This time she is deeply falling into his love. I don't know if she is level-headed right now. Maybe she's in her happiness. I hope she is knowing her heart exactly. She's a ramstam girl. I have no right to intervene her. And I don't want to intervene her. I'm just a best friend of her. I just know that he loves her a lot. She seemed to love him a lot. Maybe that's enough.

Why? She always finds her happiness. But I, why can't I find mine?

Little Tomorrow begins to care about me. He's Water's boyfriend's friend. We're impossible. I don't wanna leave a daydream for myself. I don't wanna fall. I just hope to have a tranquil vacation, then spiritedly go back to school. Maybe we'd better not even be friends.

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Someone said, you'll meet about 200 people that are the most suitable people for you in your life. But you'll only be with the first one you meet.

And I, when I find out those people I want, at the same time I find out that they're the people who'll never belong to me. I don't know why should I believe, there's a result for my waiting.

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I knew I loved you before I met you

I think I dreamed you into life

I knew I loved you before I met you

I have been waiting all my life

Raul. A shooting star. A dream of mine. Just a dream.

Invisible. Indelible.

So far, farther than forever. So deep, deeper than memories. He's shining in my flower years.

I can never be with him. I have nowhere to find him. Anyway, the luckiest thing in the world is that I found you.

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I got my first Teddy Bear! The big cute bear comes a bit late. But...

"If you think you are too old for a teddy bear, you can pack something else in place of it, but the truth is: no one is ever really too old for a teddy bear."

Well, anyway! Finally I got it ^_^